2 Dialectics of Desire "The Evil Instinct is Very Good"
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Far from being a simple legacy of its cultural heritage, the rabbinic insistence on the positive valence of sexuality seems to have been hard won and contested. The Talmud relates the following strange history of the returnees from the exile in Babylonia:
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| | [1] "And they cried out unto God in a loud voice" [Nehemiah 9:4]. What did they say? Rav (and some say Rabbi Yohanan) says: "Woe, Woe: This is the one who destroyed the temple, and burned the Holy Place, and killed all of the righteous ones, and exiled Israel from their land, and still he dances among us. What is the reason You gave him to us? Is it not to receive reward [for resisting him]? We don't want him or his reward!" A sherd fell from heaven with the word "truth" written on it. Said Rav Hanina: Learn from this that the seal of the Holy Blessed One is truth! They sat in fast for three days and three nights, and he was given over to them. A figure like a lion of fire went out from the Holy of Holies. A prophet said unto Israel: ''That was the Desire for worship of strange gods, as it is said, This is the evil " [Zach. 5:7]. While they were capturing him, a hair was pulled from his head. He cried out, and his voice carried four hundred parasangs [The entire distance from heaven to earth is five hundred!] They said: "What shall we do? Perhaps, God forbid, they will have pity on him in heaven." A prophet said to them: ''Throw him into a leaden pot and stop up his mouth with lead, for lead absorbs sound, for it says, This is the evil, and he threw the leaden stone into its mouth " [loc. cit.].
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| | [2] They said, "Since this is a time of [God's] favor, let us pray regarding Desire for sexual sin." They prayed and he was committed into their hands. He said to them, "Be careful, for if you kill that one, the world will end." They imprisoned him for three days, and then they looked for a fresh egg in all of the Land of Israel, and they did not find one. They said, "What shall we do? If we kill him, the world will end. If we pray for half [i.e., that people will only desire licit sex; Rashi], in heaven they do not answer halfway prayers. Blind him and let him go." At least, a man does not become aroused by his female relatives.
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