Fighting Temptation (Men Of Honor) (39 page)

With his fingers still thrusting inside of me, Jaxson shoves the heel of his hand right against the spot that aches for contact. I whimper again and feel my orgasm start to build low in my tummy making my heart beat faster.

“Do you like watching me Julia?”

“Yes,” I moan and push against his hand.

“Since the day I’ve laid eyes on you, you’re all I thought about every time I stroked my cock. I’d imagine what you’d look like over top of me, underneath me, on your hands and knees in front of me,” he growls, “and you’re even fucking better than I could have ever imagined.”

The dam breaks free, his erotic words sending me over the edge, “That’s it baby, come all over my fingers.” The intense orgasm crashes through my body, stealing the breath from my lungs. Jaxson keeps his rhythm till I’m soft and limp. Slowly coming back from bliss I look over and see him still stroking himself. I rip his arm from between my legs and sit up quickly. Leaning over I give him a quick hard kiss, “Stop,” I whisper against his lips, removing his hand from himself, “I want to finish you with my mouth.”

“Fuck me!” He stands up in a flash and drops his jeans just enough to fully free his cock. Before he can even guide it to my mouth, I’m on him. Tonguing and sucking, taking him as deep as I can possibly go, my hand stroking where I can’t reach with my mouth.

His throaty groans empower me. Looking up I see him watching me, his jaw clenched, gaze wild and raw. I slowly suck back to the head and give him a show, swirling my tongue around the swollen tip. “Jesus Christ!” He pulls my hair loose from its hold on the top of my head and tightly wraps my loose strands around his fist, causing a delicious sting to my scalp. He helps control my movement and pumps his hips, fucking my mouth. “That’s it baby, suck my dick, just like that.” I whimper from his erotic words. When he hits the back of my throat, I keep him there for a second and swallow.

“Shit!” He tries to pull my head back but I fight against it. “Julia baby, I’m going to fucking come any second so if you don’t want to swallow it you better move your goddamn mouth.” I moan, letting him know I want it, and quicken my pace, sucking him harder and faster. “Fuck!” His head falls back with a roar as his cock pulses, spilling a hot stream of semen down my throat. I keep my rhythm and drink every bit of pleasure that spills from him.

“Jesus,” he falls to his knees as if he physically can’t stand a second longer and it gives me pleasure knowing I could bring a man as strong and powerful as him to his knees. Literally. He kisses me slow and deep. Pulling his mouth away he leans his forehead against mine and cups the side of my neck, “You’re fucking amazing and I’m the luckiest son of a bitch alive.”

I smile knowing what he’s telling me without having to say the words. I shake my head softly, “I’m the lucky one. I love you Jaxson, forever.”

Later that night another nightmare plagues me and it’s the mother of all nightmares…the night I finally got out of hell, but not before others paid the price.

“Fuck, fuck, fuck!” I pull against my chains with all the strength I have left. Feeling like my wrists are going to snap from the strain of it. Little bits of gravel from the cement wall fall around me and I’m shocked to find out I still have this much strength left in me. Looking over I see Sawyer’s feet raised over his head and braced against the wall, trying to pull his chains from its engraved place. Cade struggles as well, but I can’t see exactly what he’s doing.

Jesus, please let one of us make some fucking leeway.
Anna’s screams are still filling my head, fueling me with adrenaline and strength I didn’t know I still possessed.

The sound of our cell being unlocked has me stopping my attempts, Sawyer and Cade immediately follow and go lax. Looking at the door we see Irina walk in. She’s the wife of one of our captors and the mother of the boy who set us up. She also works at the local whore house in town where we have visited. Sawyer fucked her a few times. Knowing that we could have been fucking women that weren’t there willingly, makes me want to puke.

She walks in, holding her finger to her lips, her gaze darting around nervously. Tears are streaking down her face. I’d like to say I feel sorry for the bitch, but I don’t.

“Okay, I’ll help you,” she says, whispering to Sawyer.

I immediately tense, suspicion rearing inside of me.

“Why now?” I croak out, pulling her attention from Sawyer to me. We have been asking for her help all week and each time she coldly refused; she also helped inject that shit into us at the beginning.

“Because they just killed my boy,” she says, throwing her hand over her mouth to quiet the sob.

“Fuck!” Cade barks out roughly. Even though the kid helped with the ambush, you could see Cade had a soft spot for him.

Shit!
Even I felt bad for the kid.

“Listen I don’t have much time. Something’s going down in about an hour. I don’t know how much I can help once they’re in here, but if you guys can overpower them, I will help get you out. There’s only going to be six of them on the whole compound tonight. The rest are picking up a shipment at a location hours from here and they’re not due back till tomorrow.”

“Where’s the American girl? Anna?” her eyes dart away from mine and dread fills my stomach.

“Where the fuck is she!?” I ask harsher this time.

She licks her lips nervously, “She’s in one of the rooms at the other end of the building. Same floor as you. She’s set to have a customer in less than an hour.”

My heart pounds in fear, “You need to get her out of there, I won’t make it in time.”

She shakes her head, “I can’t, I can’t help her. They will kill me. And then I will be no good to you guys.”

“She’s right Jaxson, listen we need to come up with a plan, then once we overpower the fuckers we will go get her. We have no other choice.” Sawyer says trying to reason with me.

“Fuck!”

“I will try to stall the customer,” she says trying to make me feel better; it doesn’t, not one fucking bit.

“Can you tell us what’s happening? What their plan is?” Sawyer asks.

She glances at Cade, “I honestly don’t know, but they’re bringing his woman down with them.” Cade’s head snaps up, fear and fury filling his expression. “They said they were going to test your guys’ loyalty and honor.”

Well that doesn’t fucking sound good at all.

Someone barks out Irina’s name. She jumps in fear, “Listen I have to go, I will do what I can.”

“Irina,” Sawyer calls out stopping her, “We will take you with us. We can get you out of here.”

She shakes her head softly and starts crying again, “I don’t care if I live or die anymore, I only lived for my boy. He wanted you guys out of here, that’s why I am going to help you,” she closes the door and hurries out.

We’re silent for a moment with our thoughts, “They’re going to try turning us against each other,” I say quietly.

“Ya and they’re going to use Faith to do it,” Cade says through clenched teeth. “Fuck! I’m going to kill them, every last one of them. We don’t leave here until they’re all fucking dead,” Cade’s rage starts fueling my own.

“What’s most important is getting Anna and Faith out of here. That comes even before killing them. And we need to take Irina too.”

Sawyer always the sensible one.

Sure enough less than an hour later heavy boot falls make their way down the hall to us. In the week, anytime we heard this sound, pain and torture always followed.

Not this time.

A complete calmness settles over me, one that leaves me cold and detached from my body. One where I don’t feel human but like a machine.

“Where are you taking me?” A female voice breaks through the air, thick with tears, but filled with strength. I’m assuming this is Faith.

Only four out of the six guys enter our cell. Two of them on either side of a slender woman that’s dressed in a long black silk nightgown. Bruises mar every inch of bare skin that shows, including her face.

“Oh my god, Cade!? Oh god, oh no!” She rips away from the two bastards that have a hold of her and runs to Cade. Sinking to her knees in front of him she wraps her arms around his neck, “Oh no! I’m so sorry. I’m so sorry Cade!” she sobs hysterically into him.

Why the fuck is she sorry?

“Not so fast bitch.” One of the assholes who helped drag her in grabs her by the hair and pulls her away from Cade.

“Ahhh! No! Let go of me!” she screams, kicking and fighting.

The guy turns her around and back-hands her across the face, knocking her to the ground.

Shit!

A pained roar rips through the air, ricocheting off the walls, “I’m going to fucking kill you, every single one of you mother fuckers.”

Shit! Shit! Shit!
Cade needs to keep his cool.

The son of a bitch starts laughing, “Is that so soldier?” The one whose nose I broke gets closer to Cade, “I can’t wait till you see what I have in store for you,” then he leans down getting in Cade’s face, “I’m going to fucking break you.”

Cade goes completely calm, “You can’t break something that’s already broken.”

Jesus Christ! What the fuck is he doing?

“We’re not soldiers you fucking idiot, how many times do we have to tell you assholes that? We’re N-a-v-y S-e-a-l-s.” Sawyer says as if speaking to a child. Most people would think he was an idiot for taunting these fuckers while we’re still chained but I know he’s trying to deflect their attention from Cade.

The fat bastard walks over to Sawyer and sends a blow to the center of his chest with his baton. Other than the slight flinch, and his chest heaving to pull in a breath, Sawyer makes no sound.

“Navy Seals. Soldiers,” the dick spats the words out, “they’re all the same, you all live and breathe your honor. Well boys, we’re going to see just what it will take for you to break your so-called honor.” He turns to the men behind him, “Set her up,” he barks out.

Two of the men grab Faith again holding her up but keeping her kneeling on the ground. The bastard walks up and leans down to her face. Faith stares back at him with her gaze narrowed, defiance raging in her eyes.

Glad to see the fuckers haven’t broken her completely.

“We’re going to have some fun with this man you seem so smitten with. Maybe you can show him some of the new tricks we have taught you.” He straightens and looks over at Cade, “Did you know soldier, that many of us have fucked her?”

Oh fuck!

“Tied her to a bed and fucked her while she begged us not to. And after we fucked her she got to choke on our dicks.”

All the perverted fucks start laughing. Crying, Faith hangs her head, as if ashamed. Jesus, my heart clenches with rage and pain. I can only imagine what Cade’s feeling right now.

“Akram! Get the Soldier ready.”

The one referred to as Akram walks nervously over to Cade.
Shit! Please let him keep his cool.
He keeps Cade’s wrists chained, but unlocks them from the steel in the wall and drags him over to the other end of the cell. He sets him up the same way Faith is, holding him up while on his knees. Then taking his baton he starts beating the living shit out of him.

“No stop! Oh God, please stop!” Faith’s cries echo through the stale air that reins with rage, fear and death.

Finally the fucker tires out. Other than Cade panting for breath he stays calm and still.

The fat one that’s calling the orders walks over relieving a guard from Faith’s side and takes up his position. Then he points to me, “Grab that one first. The one who broke my nose.” He smirks at me, “I told you, you would pay for that.”

The guy comes and unlocks me the same way he did Cade, keeping my wrists chained. I make it difficult for him to pull me, letting him think I’m weaker than I am. I keep my body lax and my heart rate slow and even; waiting for the right moment to strike.

The guard positions me in front of Cade so I’m standing over him. Then the asshole who’s calling the orders asks, “Tell me soldier, would you ever turn on a fellow brother?”

I keep silent while trying to figure out what exactly his plans is.

CRACK!