My Real (5 page)

Sitting in the quiet car on the way to Andrew’s house gives me a minute to think back to when I found out Jessica was cheating on Andrew and the secret that I held onto for her.

“Andrew, I just walked in the door. I haven’t seen Jessica all day.” I said into my phone as I juggled my book bag, project, and purse shutting the door behind me. “I’ll tell her to call you as soon as I see her.”

“Thanks Bailey, I’ve been trying to get ahold to her for two days. Later.” Andrew said before hanging up.

I headed back to my room after putting everything down on the couch. As I pass Jessica’s room I noticed she’s not alone.

“Jessica!” I screamed.

Jessica jumped at my voice and pushed the guy she was with off her then slammed the door in my face. She was cheating on Andrew. I couldn’t believe it. I paced up and down the hallway waiting her her to come out. As soon as the door opened, I pulled her by the arm toward my room and shoved her onto the bed.

“Are you out of your mind? What are you doing?” I said desperately trying to keep my voice level.

“What?” she asked shrugging her shoulders. “I’m just having a little fun.”

“A little fun?” I shrieked. I paced back and forth across the room with my arms flying through the air. I glanced over at Jessica as she was just casually lounging on my bed like she had no care in the world. “What about Andrew?”

She shrugged again which kicked up anger again. “What about him? What he doesn’t know won’t kill him.” I turned on my heel and stomped up to her getting in her face.

“You have to tell him.”

“Like hell I do, and you’re not going to either,” she answered with just as much anger. “No need to break his precious little heart.”

I’m shaking my head before she got the whole sentence out. “I can’t believe you could do this to him.”

“I can. Did you see that hottie I was just with. Yum!” Jessica purred as she stood and walked toward the door.

“End it now or I’m telling Andrew,” I called after her.

She turned toward me and it looked like she was about at argue but instead shrugged one final time. “Fine,” she replied as she walked out the door.

She didn’t end it. She continued to see several guys for the rest of our senior year. I struggled with my conscious for weeks over whether I should tell Andrew or not. Now all of that guilt is coming back to me again.

“You look deep in thought,” I say as I put my hand on her knee.

“You knew she was cheating on you?” she asks quietly.

I nod. I look at her out of the corner of my eye. “You knew too,” I say because I can tell by the look on her face that she feels guilty.

She lets out a shaky sigh and nods back at me.

“I kinda figured you did,” I reply after a second.

“I’m so sorry I didn’t tell you. I went back and forth about it for weeks.”

“What do you have to be sorry about?” I ask.

“If I would have told you maybe,” she paused.

“Maybe nothing. I knew from the first time she cheated that she did it and I still married her. You not telling me was really a good thing. I didn’t have to worry about being different around you. You were my safe haven.” I grab her hand and kiss her knuckles.

Time to change the subject. “So, did Ella yell at you for leaving with me?” I ask to get her mind off of her misplaced guilt.

“No,” she laughs. “She was congratulating me. She smacked me on the butt and told me to go get some, have fun, and get wild.”

“I like her,” I laugh.

“You would have liked her even more if I’d have worn the first outfit she chose,” Bailey replies with raised eyebrows. “Ella’s a trip. I don’t know what I’d do without her. Actually, I’d be at home in yoga pants eating chocolate tonight if it weren’t for her. She was the first friend I made after that fiasco with Jessica,” she says as I pull into my long drive.

I live way back in the woods. I bought this house because there is plenty of privacy and lots of land. I hated living in the fancy development with nosy neighbors that Jessica picked out, so I found a house with acres of land and no neighbors in sight.

Putting the car in park, I glance over at Bailey. She is looking down with a smile on her face. I get out of my truck and walk around to open her door for her, but she is already out of the truck, with no shoes on, and walking toward me with a devilish look on her face. She laces her fingers in mine and starts pulling me toward the gate that leads to my back yard.

“What are you doing?” I ask as she pulls me toward a wide open spot of grass. She lets go of my hand, turns, and starts walking backwards.

“Getting wild,” she answers as she pulls her tank top over her head and drops it onto the grass.

“Holy shit Bailey, what are you wearing?” I ask as I take in the sight before me.

“Do you like it?” she asks shyly showing off her sexy bra.

I walk up to her and put my arms around her back. Her skin feels so silky and smooth. I bring my hands around and pull the cups of her bra down just like I wanted to do in the parking lot.

“Mmhmm, I like what’s inside even better.” The rush of cool air brings her nipples to a point. I kiss all the way around the nipple teasing her. When I finally suck the bud into my mouth her knees give way.

“Oh my God Andrew,” she pleads.

“Tell me. Tell me what you want,” I say.

She pauses with terror in her eyes.

I back away leaving her exposed. “Tell me what you want, Bailey. Say it.”

“Harder,” she barely whispers.

“Say it Bailey.”

“Suck it harder,” she says with more conviction, thrusting her chest up to me slightly.

I lick her nipple and blow a slow steady breath on it. “You want me to suck your nipple harder?” I ask. Teasing her is so fun.

She grabs my head and brings it down hard on her breast and holds it there. I suck her nipple hard again while pulling the other cup down and rolling that nipple between my fingers. She moans loudly and grinds her wet center on my leg. I switch sides bringing the next nipple into my mouth and hungrily suck it hard. I run my hand down her side, up under her skirt, and around to her very bare ass. Holy shit, she’s wearing a thong!

“Please tell me they match,” I groan.

“I guess you’ll have to find out,” she answers with a shy smile.

I moan and bring my hand around the front and slide my fingers under her panties while taking her nipple in my mouth again. I slide my fingers though her velvety folds.

“You’re so wet for me,” I say as I plunge one finger into her.

I buck against his hand at the feeling. He pulls it out and adds another finger while he thrusts in and out. He stops suddenly, stands, and whispers in my ear, “I want a taste,” as he slowly steps back from me and pulls my skirt down. It pools at my feet.

“So damn sexy,” he says as he kneels down in front of me.

Wait, taste what?

He pulls my panties aside and licks up my hard nub. He takes my leg and bending my knee, puts it on the deck I’m now leaning against. He runs his hand up my leg into my center and pushes two fingers inside me again hard as he licks faster. My whole body starts to get hot and my heart is racing. I put my hands on Andrew’s head and push toward him more. I’ve never felt anything like this. As something rises over me, I yell out panting as everything goes black.

Oh. My. Word.

“I … What … No one ever … I’ve never felt that before.” I say as Andrew slowly stands and pulls me into an embrace because I can’t stand on my own.

“You’ve never felt what before?” he asks.

“That was amazing. It felt like I was coming apart at the seams.” 

“You’ve never had an orgasm before? No one ever ate you out before Bailey?” he asks with concern.

“No.” I look down, ashamed. I always knew I wasn’t good enough for Dave. This just proves it.

“Oh no. It’s nothing to be embarrassed about. That’s so hot that I just gave you your first orgasm. I want to give you many more. It gets so much better than that.”

Better than that? Sign me up! I think I could like this after all. I give Andrew a smile as I take a step toward him.

She starts to unbutton my shirt. She pushes it down my shoulders, off my arms, and throws it over her shoulder. I take a few steps back to look at her standing in the sexiest damn underwear I’ve ever seen. I rub my hand over my hardness trying to get some relief.

“Blue is my new favorite color. I like the new wild Bailey. What brought this on?” I ask as I walk toward her again. She puts her hands on my hips and runs them around the front just inside the top of my jeans. She unbuttons them. Then, very slowly unzips them.

“I’m tired of being a plain Jane,” Bailey says as she puts her hands behind her back and unhooks her bra. She takes a step with a sexy smile, trips on a rock and falls down flat on her face. Red with embarrassment, she sits up and puts her head in her hands as I rush toward her.

“Are you okay?” I ask.

“That’s what I get for trying to be sexy. I guess I understand what Dave was saying now. I’m a big disappointment,” she says sadly.

“Disappointment? Are you kidding me? That was fucking hot Bailey. You just stripped down to your very sexy underwear right in front of me, outside no less,” I explain as I lay her down in the grass. “You are a beautiful woman,” I continue as I brush a piece of hair behind her ear. She smiles at me and leans up to give me a kiss. It continues to get hotter until I can’t take it anymore.

“I want to be inside you.” I finish taking her bra off for her then lean down and kiss her forehead. I whisper to her quietly between trailing kisses down her neck to her chest.

“You are so sexy … so sweet … so incredibly soft.” I say as I suck each nipple into my mouth.

She starts using her hands and feet to pull my pants and boxers off of me. I drag my tongue all the way down between her breasts down to her belly button. I slowly pull her panties down and kiss in her blond curls. I hear her breath hitch as I move my way back up her body to kiss that sexy mouth. Her smell is intoxication. I can’t get over the fact that this stunning woman is finally lying in front of me, naked, and crazy with need for me.

I nestle between her legs and realize my mistake.

“Shit! Condom,” I growl. “I have one upstairs,” I say as I start to sit up.

“Andrew,” she grabs my hand and pulls me back down. “Pregnancy is not an issue with me and I’ve never had sex without a condom,” she says looking at me nervously.

“I was just tested and I’m clean. Are you sure you want to do this? It’ll only take me a minute,” I explain.

“I want you now,” she says kissing my neck, “I’m done waiting. It’s been too long.” She pants as she reaches up and drags my head down to kiss her. I use my fingers and push inside her to make sure she was ready.

“So wet for me again.”