Star Crossed (Starlight #3) (2 page)

‘I’m going to put my mouth right here,’ he whispers.

Damn! He
’s irresistible.

‘
I can already feel you getting wet,’ he adds, stroking his thumb suggestively. ‘I know how good you’re going to taste, and it’s driving me crazy.’

‘
You can’t just elect to be my mentor,’ I say weakly.

‘
No?’ asks Adam.

‘
No.’ I make a last attempt for firmness, but I’m losing the battle to desire.

Adam stands, and draws me gently up. Then he kisses my mouth. With all the tension he’s already built up in my body, I feel as though I’m exploding into him. I return the kiss hungrily, my lips opening into his.

‘Let’s talk about it later,’ he says, between deep kisses. ‘Right now, I want you Summer.’

He leads me to the bed, and spreads me onto it.
Then he tugs away the sheet. Even though I just spent the night naked in Adam’s bed, the sudden exposure feels decadent.

‘
You are so beautiful,’ he sighs, leaning over me.

I stare back into his blue eyes, drinking him in.

‘I could say the same about you,’ I murmur shyly. His handsome features, with their slight ruggedness about them, and his muscular body – they’re my idea of perfection.

In answer, Adam stoops lower, so his mouth brushes my collarbone. Then he parts my legs wide, and plunges his head in between.

Oooooo!

I almost lift off the bed as his lips touch me.

I will never get used to how skilled he is with his mouth…

Adam’s tongue flicks expertly over me, and I feel my eyelids flutter. His mouth is so soft and warm, yet alive and thrilling at the same time.

I can feel him toying with me. Building me up, and then backing away a little. Driving me almost to the edge, and letting the waves subside.

It’s a maddening bliss. I can hardly stand it. Right at this moment, I would do anything for this man. He has me exactly where he wants me.

His mouth retreats, and I feel, rather than hear, his mouth murmur the words.

‘
Turn over Summer,’ he whispers.

In a perfect daze, I roll over, so I’m face down on the bed. I love the sexual control he has over me. I never know where it will lead.

Adam grips my thighs, and pulls me to the edge of the bed, so my legs drop down, and my ass is sticking up in the air.

I feel his weight press on top of me, and then he’s reaching for something next to the bed. I turn my head to see what he’s doing, but his hand connects with my ass in a short slap.

‘Stay face down,’ he orders sharply.

Bossy Adam again…

I keep my face still, wondering what he has planned for me.

Adam’s fingers return to between my legs, but this time they slide upwards.
Towards the centre of my ass.

I feel his fingers slide in between my buttocks. They’re slippery with something.

Lube. He’s put lube in his fingers.

I feel a combination of shock and thrill.

Is he going to fuck my ass?

His fingers are massaging, coaxing me. I gasp at the sensation. It’s like nothing I’ve ever felt before.
So deliciously naughty, yet a little frightening at the same time.

I can hear Adam breathing heavily, at my shoulder. Then slowly, he slides a finger deep into my ass.

I feel myself tighten around it. I’m intimidated. But it feels so good.

‘
Relax,’ breathes Adam. ‘Let me have control of you.’

I sigh out, relaxing my muscles, shaking a little with fear and lust.

‘Good,’ he says approvingly. And before I realise what’s happening, he slides in a second finger.

‘
Relax baby,’ he says, moving closer to my ear. ‘This will only feel good if you trust me.’

Do I trust what he’s doing? My body says
‘yes’. But I’m not sure what the rest of me thinks.

‘
Have you ever been fucked up the ass?’ asks Adam, his voice a lust-charged growl.

I shake my head, pressing my face into the bed.

‘That’s what I thought,’ replies Adam. ‘I’m looking forward to being your first.’

‘
Wait…’ I move upwards a little on the bed, tensing against where his fingers are. ‘I’m not sure…’

Adam replies with his fingers, pushing them both deep inside my ass. I gasp and collapse forward, p
ressing myself into the sheets.

He
moves his hand back and forth inside of me, and the sensation is completely overwhelming. It’s pleasure and apprehension combined, and it’s totally disarming. I am a slave to his touch.

Adam slips his fingers out of me, and I feel severed. I want more. I want him to move his hand again, like he did before.

Instead, I feel his hardness, tight in between my buttocks.

I’m pulsing with lust, begging him to go further, deeper. But at the same time, I don’t want him to. I’m afraid.

Adam doesn’t wait for my hesitation. With a strong thrust he pushes himself deep inside my ass.

I let out a
groan. It feels like an eruption of lust, all over my body. The feeling of him. There… It’s indescribable. Like the most intense fuck of my life.

‘
Stay completely still,’ Adam murmurs. I feel him position himself, so his hips are at a slightly higher angle to give him deeper access.

Then he pushes again, and he’s deep. He’s up to the hilt in my ass, and I’m pinned to the bed by him.

How can something so wrong feel so good?

I am utterly surrendered. The slightest move would bring pain. All I can do is lie still, and trust that he’ll move inside me, in a
way which will continue the pleasure.

Adam’s hands roam along my naked back, and under me, cupping my breasts.

‘You feel so good,’ he says. ‘I can feel every inch of you, pulsing over me.’

Is that what I’m doing? Pulsing?
I’m so swept up in the intensity, it’s difficult to know what my body is doing. Other than waiting for his next command.

His hands slide to my buttocks, and I feel him holding my hips secure. Then I feel him draw out, and thrust back strongly.

‘Arrrgh!’ I breathe into the bed. It’s extreme pleasure, on the very brink of pain. He thrusts again, using the slick lube of my ass to gain a rhythm.

Now he’s carrying me with him. My body has adjusted to his movements, and it opens to him. Adam is controlled, but firm, giving each
thrust into my ass an extra shunt at the end. Leaving no doubt who is in control of my body.

His fingertips press deep into my buttocks as he moves, and I feel myself open up into complete abandon for him.

I want him harder.

The thought shocks me, but I can’t resist it. I tilt my hips up a little, pressing into Adam’s thrusts, showing him what I want.

I hear him groan, as he instantly realises my request. His movements come harder, pushing me against the bedframe as he works my body.

His hand slides under me, seeking out my clitoris.

‘Can you come like this?’ he breathes, backing away a little on the pace.

I nod into the sheets. I know I should feel ashamed to be so turned on. But I can’t help myself. This is so hot. I know I’ll come the instant his fingers touch
me.

Adam seems to realise it too, because he responds with a deep hard
thrust, that makes me cry aloud.

‘
You are so sexy,’ he groans, ‘I love taking you like this.’

His thrusts come hard again, and I moan with pleasure, not caring what noise is coming out of my mouth.

Then his fingers slip expertly over my clitoris, and my body seems to detonate. In a moment, I am writhing beneath him, crying out as the orgasm shakes me.

‘
Keep still,’ says Adam, his voice suggesting he’s close to the edge, ‘your orgasm will be stronger than way.’

His hand grips me at the back of my neck, fixing me firmly to the bed. As he secures me, the waves of bliss come harder, contained by my restraint.

Having Adam in my ass adds another dimension of sensation, pulsing through me in sharp waves, from where his hardness stretches me open.

‘
Ooooo!’ I gasp aloud, and feel Adam make his final, deepest thrust. He explodes inside me, both our bodies shuddering together as we climax.

Adam lays his naked chest over my back, and I can feel him breathing heavily. He’s still inside me,
and the physical need for him to enter my ass has changed, to an emotional one. The sensation of having him there. It’s something else.

Adam slides gently out of me, and vulnerability courses through me. But it’s tinged with a deep closeness
with him.

He’s laid me completely open to him. I feel naked to the core.

Adam turns me over, his blue eyes on mine, and his hands cup my face.

He doesn’t speak. But so much is said between us in that moment.

Slowly, he slides into bed next to me, wrapping me tenderly in the sheet. It’s as though he understands my mind-set perfectly. There’s something so perfect about this moment between us, but it’s delicate too. If he were to move too fast, or speak too loudly, it would shatter.

I guess Adam knows this, because he wraps me tight in his arms, and kisses my lips softly.

I breathe into him, letting my body return from its charged place.

‘
I love that you let me do that,’ says Adam finally, when the time to speak comes. ‘It makes me feel so much closer to you, having you that way.’

I gaze gratefully into his eyes.

‘Me too,’ I admit. ‘I feel closer to you. But I was scared to.’

He draws me closer.

‘What were you scared of?’

I frown.
‘I’m not sure. At first I thought… It might be painful. But when it wasn’t, I was scared of something else. Being that open to you, I guess.’

Adam nods.
‘You were brave,’ he says. ‘It’s one of the sexiest things about you.’

I smile.
‘I don’t really think of myself as brave.’

‘
Well you are.’ Adam smiles. ‘And now I know exactly how brave, I think it’s time to start pushing more of your boundaries.’

I raise my eyebrows at him. The atmosphere between us has changed to something fun, and playful now.

‘What other boundaries could there be?’ I demand, laughing a little.

‘
Oh, I can think of quite a few,’ says Adam. His hand slides down over my body, and rests at the top of my legs.

‘
I’d like to tie you up, and fuck you with a dildo,’ he says, his voice low and charged.

I feel a little pulse of shocked desire.

‘You would?’ I’m a little confused by the feelings his words are stirring in me. I can’t deny the image he’s invoked is hot. But it also sounds… submissive.

Is that really
me? A submissive?

‘
What is it that appeals to you,’ I ask, ‘about tying me up?’

I have a dark image of leather and chains.

‘Are you asking, if I have a fetish?’ Adam asks.

I nod, feeling uncertain how to reply with words.

He leans back on the bed, thoughtfully. My question doesn’t seem to have embarrassed him in the slightest.

‘
No,’ he says. ‘A fetish is where you can only get off to certain things.’

He smiles at me, and I feel myself melting into his eyes.

‘As you know,’ he grins, ‘I can get off to you, doing anything.’

His hand strokes the length of my body.

‘You are such a turn-on Summer. I get hard just looking into your eyes.’

He does?

I give him a shy smile.

‘
So if I have a fetish,’ he continues, ‘it’s a fetish for Summer Evans.’

I feel myself reddening a little.

‘I guess I feel the same way about you,’ I admit, thinking about how he can turn me on with just a look.

‘
Being with you, makes me try new things,’ he says. ‘I think the connection we have… Let’s just say it inspires me.’

I’m not quite sure what to say to this. Certainly, what we just did was new for me.

‘Is it something you’ve done before?’ I probe, thinking this might be a better way to get an answer. ‘Bondage and stuff?’

Adam’s mouth twitches.

‘Well, I’ve indulged with a little role-play with you before,’ he says. ‘If you remember, I spanked you as a punishment for disobeying me.’

I flush a little at the memory.

‘And we both enjoyed that, if I remember,’ he adds mischievously.

‘
But, with other girlfriends?’ I press, wondering whether I want to hear the answer. ‘Do you like power games?’