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Authors: Rachel Corbett
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“I can ask” . . . “two old”:
LP, 184.
116
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“There is nothing real”:
To Lou Andreas-Salomé, August 8 1903.
116
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“drawn along”:
To Lou Andreas-Salomé, July 18, 1903.
116
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“I was as if”:
RAS, 56.
117
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“You have become”:
RAS, 59.
118
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“small and”:
DF, 133.
118
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“in the process”:
DF, 130.
118
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“There is a lot”:
PMB, 305.
119
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“man” . . . “good man”:
Rainer Maria Rilke and Lou Andreas-Salomé,
The Correspondence
. Translated by Edward Snow and Michael Winkler. New York and London: W. W. Norton, 2006, 62.
119
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“Roman winter”:
Rainer Maria Rilke and Lou Andreas-Salomé,
The Correspondence
. Translated by Edward Snow and Michael Winkler. New York and London: W. W. Norton, 2006, 88.
119
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“Jacobsen's city”:
RL, 194.
119
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“It was difficult to reach” . . . “He had no”:
Stefan Zweig,
The World of Yesterday: An Autobiography
. Lincoln: University of Nebraska Press, 1964, 141.
119
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“having a hard time”:
To Clara Westhoff, July 27, 1904.
120
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“beautiful concern” . . . “sure and calm”:
LYP, 33â39.
120
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“Do not write love-poems”:
LYP, 19.
120
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“things that hardly anyone”:
LYP, 34.
120
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“mental nausea”:
RAS, 261.
120
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“nameless horror”:
To Ellen Key, April 3, 1903.
120
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“words about words”:
To Lou Andreas-Salomé, May 13, 1904.
121
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“firm, close-knit”:
To Lou Andreas-Salomé, May 12, 1904.
121
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“There are starry”:
RAS, 117.
121
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“enable me to”:
RAS, 119.
121
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“To love is good” . . . “difficult.”
LYP, 53.
121
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“Love is at first” . . .“as burden and”:
LYP, 54â58.
122
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“teacher of” . . . “questions and”:
Rainer Maria Rilke and Lou Andreas-Salomé,
The Correspondence
. Translated by Edward Snow and Michael Winkler. New York and London: W. W. Norton, 2006, 137.
122
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“protective” . . . “intensification”:
Quoted in Scott Appelrouth and Laura Desfor Edles,
Classical and Contemporary Sociological Theory: Text and Readings
. Thousand Oaks, CA: Pine Forge Press, 2008, 262â273.
122
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“Every intensification”:
Rainer Maria Rilke,
Letters to a Young Poet
. Translated by Stephen Mitchell. New York: Random House, 2004, 101.
123
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“By inventing a new”:
Quoted in Debora L. Silverman,
Art Nouveau in Fin-de-siècle France
. Berkeley and Los Angeles: University of California Press, 1992, 313.
123
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“one should not draw”:
Rainer Maria Rilke,
Selected Letters of Rainer Maria Rilke
. Translated by R. F. C. Hull. London: Macmillan, 1946, 76.
124
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“inner history” . . . “indispensable”:
To Clara Westhoff, June 16, 1905.
124
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“cuddly” . . . “getting to see”:
PMB, 375.
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“one tear after”:
Quoted in Diane Radycki,
Paula Modersohn-Becker: The First Modern Woman Artist
. New Haven, CT: Yale University Press, 2013, 130.
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“What Paula” . . . “very much under”:
PMB, 377â378.
125
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“My very dear”:
LP, 228.
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“It is the need to see you”:
Auguste Rodin,
Correspondance de Rodin
,
II
, Editions du Musée Rodin, 1987, 167. [From the French:
C'est le besoin de vous revoir, mon Maître, et de vivre un moment la vie ardente de vos belles choses, qui m'agitent
.]
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“so you can talk”:
To Clara Westhoff, September 7, 1905, in French.
125
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“its garden”:
To Clara Westhoff, September 7, 1905.
125
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“Follow my example”:
DF, 178.
126
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“Without doubt”:
DYP, 166.
126
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“blocks of sound”:
Quoted in Malcolm MacDonald,
Varèse: Astronomer in Sound
. London: Kahn & Averill, 2003, 15.
126
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“revolting slaughter” . . . “doesn't know how”:
FG, 497.
127
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“asininities as if”:
Louise Varèse,
Varèse: A Looking-Glass Diary
. New York: W. W. Norton, 1972, 34.
127
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“didn't know a damn”:
FG, 493.
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“We have actually three” . . . “sound projection”:
Edgard Varèse, “The Liberation of Sound.”
Audio Culture: Readings in Modern Music
. Edited by Christoph Cox and Daniel Warner. London: A&C Black, 2004. Originally published in 1936. 18.
127
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“Much more world”:
To Clara Westhoff, September 15, 1905.
127
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“It is wonderful how”:
Rainer Maria Rilke,
Selected Letters of Rainer Maria Rilke
. Translated by R. F. C. Hull. London: Macmillan, 1946, 78.
127
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“like a big dog” . . . “recognizing me”:
To Clara Westhoff, September 15, 1905.
128
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“make good the”:
FG, 502â503.
128
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“My pupils” . . . “They are all”:
FG, 495.
129
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“head spin”:
FG, 493.
129
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“his deepest desire”:
LB, 78.
129
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“I shall come” . . . “He wants me”:
To Countess Luise Schwerin, September 10, 1905.
129
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“if you'll deign”:
FG, 493.
130
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“has become a stanza”:
To Arthur Holitscher, December 13, 1905.
130
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“joie de vivre”:
FG, 492.
CHAPTER NINE
131
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“Rilke plunged” . . . “For the first”:
Victor Frisch and Joseph T. Shipley,
Auguste Rodin
. Frederick A. Stokes, 1939, 272.
131
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“everything”:
FG, 492.
132
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“how necessary”:
To Arthur Holitscher, December 13, 1905.
132
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“He shows you everything”:
Rainer Maria Rilke,
Selected Letters of Rainer Maria Rilke
. Translated by R. F. C. Hull. London: Macmillan, 1946, 77.
132
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“The smallest things”:
To Arthur Holitscher, December 13, 1905.
132
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“blossoming in this”:
Rainer Maria Rilke,
Selected Letters of Rainer Maria Rilke
. Translated by R. F. C. Hull. London: Macmillan, 1946, 82.
132
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“flinging themselves” . . . “unspeakable”:
Rainer Maria Rilke,
Selected Letters of Rainer Maria Rilke
. Translated by R. F. C. Hull. London: Macmillan, 1946, 81.
133
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“good and faithful”:
Rainer Maria Rilke,
Selected Letters of Rainer Maria Rilke
. Translated by R. F. C. Hull. London: Macmillan, 1946, 77.
133
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“white bird”:
Clara Westhoff, December 2, 1905.
134
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“Acropolis of France”:
CF, 203.
134
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“The chief thing”:
Auguste Rodin, “The Gothic in France.”
The North American Review
, volume 207, 1918, 116.
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“suppleness”:
CF, 206.
135
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“There's a storm” . . . “But you don't”:
Rainer Maria Rilke,
Selected Letters of Rainer Maria Rilke
. Translated by R. F. C. Hull. London: Macmillan, 1946, 81. [Rodin's quote translated from the original French].
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“outrage inflicted”:
FG, 503.
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“liberation”:
FG, 421.
136
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“mass of untransformed”:
Rainer Maria Rilke,
Selected Letters of Rainer Maria Rilke
. Translated by R. F. C. Hull. London: Macmillan, 1946, 84.
136
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“the most elevated”:
Ralph Freedman, “Das Stunden-Buch and Das Buch der Bilder: Harbingers of Rilke's Maturity.” In
A Companion to the Works of Rainer Maria Rilke
, Edited by Erika A. Metzger and Michael M. Metzger. Rochester, NY: Camden House, 2001, 90.
137
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“But I need âonly time' ”:
Rainer Maria Rilke,
Selected Letters of Rainer Maria Rilke
. Translated by R. F. C. Hull. London: Macmillan, 1946, 83.
137
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“incapable of love”:
BT, 131.
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“suggests a scatalogical” . . . “bestial countenance”:
FG, 504.
138
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“I avenge myself”:
RSG, 427.
138
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“need of my support”:
To Karl von der Heydt, Wednesday after Easter 1906.
139
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“had left the prime” . . . “In the first fifteen”:
George Bernard Shaw, “G.B.S. On Rodin.”
The Nation
. London, December 1912.
140
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“indescribable delight”:
RSG, 391.
141
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“M. Shaw does not”:
RSG, 390.
141
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“Bernarre Chuv”:
FG, 511.
141
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“Rarely has a”:
RSG, 390.
141
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“this truly creative”:
RP, 120.
142
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“No photograph yet” . . . “except their suits”:
Alvin Langdon Coburn,
Alvin Langdon Coburn, Photographer
. Edited by Helmut and Alison Gernsheim. New York: Dover, 1978, 40.
142
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“luminous”:
FG, 570.
142
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“He saw me”:
George Bernard Shaw, “G.B.S. On Rodin.”
The Nation
, London, December 1912.
143
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“Shaw, Bernard:”
Quoted in Sally Peters,
Bernard Shaw: The Ascent of the Superman
. New Haven, CT: Yale University Press. 1996, 235.
CHAPTER TEN
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“mince-meat” . . . “They've opened up”:
LYR, 75â76.
145
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“ounce of fat”:
FG, 522.
145
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“He is mad, brutally”:
FG, 517.
145
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“Of course I'm a sensual” . . . “not the sensuality”:
FG, 514.
145
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“understand me better”:
Frederick Lawton,
The Life and Work of Auguste Rodin
. New York: C. Scribner's, 1907, 276.
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“erotomania” . . . “The whole of Paris”:
Quoted in Auguste Rodin, Dominique Viéville,
Rodin: The Figures of Eros : Drawings and Watercolours, 1890
â
1917
. Paris: Musée Rodin, 2006, 64.
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“Sultan of Meudon”:
Alexander Sturgis,
Rebels and Martyrs: The Image of the Artist in the Nineteenth Century
. New Haven, CT: Yale University Press, 2006, 166.
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“Nothing is so amusing” . . . “She takes off”:
LYR, 75â76.
146
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“some girl or other”:
Alma Mahler,
Gustav Mahler: Memories and Letters
. Translated by Basil Creighton. New York: Viking, 1946, 136.
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“The details hardly” . . . “She wanted to live”:
Jean Cocteau,
Paris Album: 1900
â
1914
. London: W. H. Allen, 1956, 108â109.
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“He ran his hands” . . . “How often”:
Isadora Duncan,
My Life
. New York: W. W. Norton, revised and updated, 2013, 74â75.
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“little wife”:
RSG, 457.
149
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“very poorly dressed”:
FG, 487.
150
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“Yes, I am proud”:
RSG, 415.
150
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“No use disturbing”:
Bernard Harper Friedman,
Gertrude Vanderbilt Whitney: A Biography
. New York: Doubleday, 1978, 288.
150
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“The Influenza”:
James Wyman Barrett,
Joseph Pulitzer and his World
. New York: Vanguard, 1941, 288.
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“astonishing intensity”:
Rainer Maria Rilke,
Selected Letters of Rainer Maria Rilke
. Translated by R. F. C. Hull. London: Macmillan, 1946, 86.
152
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“Rodin's disposition had” . . . “brutally and”:
Judith Cladel,
Rodin
. Translated by James Whitall. New York: Harcourt, Brace, 1937, 203.
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“like a thieving”:
To Auguste Rodin, May 12, 1906.