Destructive Silence (The Destructive Series)

Destructive Silence

By L U Ann

Destructive Silence Copyright © 2013 by L U Ann

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Disclaimer: This is the work of fiction. All characters, organizations, and events portrayed in this novel are either products of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, events or locales are entirely coincidental.

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ISBN:
978-0-9898496-0-9

Editor:
Katie Mac Indie Express: Katie Mac, Jenn Nastri

Cover Artist: Lori Hall-Underwood

Published by L U Ann

Chapter One
: The Meet

Chapter Two
: One Night

Chapter Three
: The Truth

Chapter Four
: Falling

Chapter Five
: Trust

Chapter Six
: Deception

Chapter Seven
: Pieces

Chapter Eight
: Reply

Chapter Nine
: Shock

Chapter Ten
: Distress

Chapter Eleven
: Promises

Chapter Twelve
: Beginnings

Chapter Thirteen
: Playing House

Chapter Fourteen
: Revelations

Chapter Fifteen
: Deja Vu

Chapter Sixteen
: The Birth

Chapter Seventeen
: Consequences

Epilogue

Acknowledgements

RESOURCES

Glossary of
Becc-lish

Lacey’s best friend Becca has a language all of her own which she refers to as
Becc-lish
.

‘
Becc-lish’ is derived from words spoken in today’s society that are defined in the Urban Dictionary. Below is a list of the words used throughout the story.

Smexy
:
Smart and sexy.

Screwphemism
:
A euphemism for having sex.

Shituation:
A bad situation.

Worricane
:
An intense and long lasting bout of worrying.

Fapulous
:
Orgasmic, amazing, awesome.

Date-a-thon:
The act of dating on a regular basis.

Bang Piece:
Something you consider totally awesome.

Grabbastic
:
Having the qualities of a playground game of grab-ass except this is more intimate.

Fuckwit:
A person who is lacking a clue but apparently unable to acquire due to having it handed to him on a plate in generous portions.

Domestic Blindness:
Can’t find an item.

Annoyer-in-chie
f: Top asshole in power, dedicated to making the lives of people under his power as miserable as possible.

Keep it 100:
To keep yourself real and true, to be honest and stick to the way you are, no matter what anyone thinks.

Annoyertating
:
Annoying and irritating at the same time. Total frustration.

Ear Worm:
A song that is stuck in your head.

Puzzle Butt:
A girl with an ass that is kind of unattractive but you can't stop starring at it. And later when you think back to the event you find yourself puzzled as to why you looked for so long.

Circle the Drain:
To gradually die.

Hit me on the Hip:
Calling someone on their cellphone.

E-void:
To avoid someone electronically such as on Facebook, email, IM or text message.

Deligious
:
A food or beverage that is so delicious that ingesting it is akin to a religion experience.

Sucka
free:
Single Status, female.

Break the Glass:
Pulling out the big guns, emergency plan.

Sexpectation
:
The state of anticipating or expecting sexual intercourse from a social encounter, be it a date, a party, or a booty call. It describes a period of optimistic waiting that is just shy of a sure thing.

Assvice
:
The unwelcomed and unsolicited advice given to someone.

Eyeolating
:
When you’re checking out a guy so vigorously that you violate them.

Window Eating:
Act of standing in front of the fridge with the door open over-excessive amount of time and then closing the door without getting anything.

Snarf
:
To take something that one perceives as off limits. Usually having to do with food and beverage.

Prexhausted
:
Preemptively exhausted by just thinking about something.

Wallblocker
:
Someone who stops suddenly in front of you making you crash into them.

Quarter Life Crisis:
Mid-youth crisis.

Kissalicious
:
A state of euphoria coming from two sets of lips meeting that match unlike any other in the history of the Universe.

Fabularious
:
Fruity combination of fabulous and hilarious.

Get buck/Buck on his ass:
To become extremely angry and vow consequences upon those who have caused you nuisance.

Earjacking
:
Eavesdropping on a conversation that you have no business hearing.

Prologue

What is life? Is it a journey or just something that you have to get through? It seems like a voyage to everyone around me. A blissful life filled with happy memories occurring on an indefinite timeline. To me, life is more like a struggle to get through each day. Timelines don’t exist for me; instead, I just make an educated guess as to when and where I will do anything.

Ten years ago, I moved here with my family from the great sunshine state, Florida. Dad had gotten a new job, so the entire family packed up and moved. Our family consisted of Mom, Dad, and my older sister, Lane. We left behind extended family, friends, and the only place I’d ever known to move to Maryland, the Old Line State. I wasn’t thrilled to be leaving the white sandy beaches for the hectic lifestyle and smog of Baltimore, but I met new friends along the way and tried to make the most of the move. Everyone told me I had an accent, which I thought was loony because everyone else sounded funny to me.

There was one thing I needed, more than anything, to leave behind, but as long as I was silent, I could try to pretend it didn’t happen.

A couple of years before we moved, Mom had a serious spill on the stairs at work. She suffered a number of neck and back injuries because of the fall. She had two surgeries before we moved and was scheduled for another a month or two after our arrival in Maryland. Because we were new to the area and knew very few people, Mom asked the mother of one of my classmates’ to watch over Lane and me for the weekend. Even though Lane and I were fully capable of taking care of ourselves while she recovered and our dad worked, I was so happy she did.

The girl from my class with whom I stayed was Becca Fox. We became the best of friends ever since that weekend. It just so happened that Lane and Becca's sister, Trish, became friends, as well. The Fox family and our family became extremely close; this helped ease some of the hardship of the move. What wasn't so great was that Lane and Trish were so close too. I loved my sister, but I couldn’t be around her all of the time. It didn’t take long for the four of us to get on each other's nerves and to begin raising hell amongst one another. Becca and I snuck around and sp
ied on Lane and Trish; it was so much fun to use what we found out against them! Sometimes we even pulled pranks on them. There was nothing like watching your sister’s eyes pop out of her head when she opened a drawer and found a live snake inside. We thoroughly enjoyed ourselves, sometimes a little
too
much, until it was time for them to exact their revenge. All four of our parents were ready to pull out their hair, but Becca and I couldn’t understand what the big deal was. We thoroughly enjoyed torturing our sisters and felt they should appreciate our creative efforts, though we were less than fond of the retaliation; after all, we were little kids. So our parents came up with a plan wherein we would alternate weekends at each other's houses. If Becca and I were at my house, Lane and Trish would be at hers. It worked out great. Boring, but great. And it made life much easier for our parents.

Upon moving to Maryland, mom and dad transferred me to another Catholic School. I’d been attending private schools since preschool, and I’m in my senior year now, attending
an all-girl Catholic Prep School with Becca, which also happened to be the same school Lane graduated from two years ago along with Becca’s sister, Trish. I spent my school days engrossed in my class work. Never an overachiever, I got good grades, and for the most part, I did what I was supposed to do. Art was my favorite subject and I could easily lose myself in painting. I was actually in the gifted and talented program at school for my artwork. It was a nice distraction from the normal teenage drama of boys, and I avoided that particular drama like poison.

My parents owned two boutiques in the area. One store was close to our home in Elkridge and the other was on the opposite side of Baltimore city. It was a great business for them and I helped
by covering shifts, stocking merchandise, cleaning, inventory, and the whole nine yards. Lane and I had a strong work ethic. We also knew how much pain our mother endured every day, which was another reason we were so willing to help. Lane and I were extremely close to our mom. Although our dad had been around all of our lives, we were just closer to our mom. I didn’t know why, but he had a hard time holding down a job for most of my life. For now, he ran the store on the other side of Baltimore while mom stayed close to home managing the one in Elkridge. Lane and I traveled between the two as needed.

Keeping busy helped me to find solace in my solitude. I didn’t like sitting around doing nothing or being bored, and I never relaxed. All that did was give me time to think, which led me to mentally torment my mind, body and soul. I needed a distraction to escape and to hide from my silence.
Lately, that distraction involved extremely loud music and hours of endless dancing. I loved going to the local clubs. I never went to flirt or meet boys; I went to lose myself in the music running through my body on the dance floor.

My fight with silence and boredom caused me to act out impulsively, which resulted in a chain of events that changed the fantasy plan that my parents had for my life.