The Beginning of Connie and Isaac: Blue Butterfly Series (The Blue Butterfly Book 3) (18 page)

THE TWO HOUR
run had done nothing to reduce my anger, or my hard on. I’d been as hard as granite since the tip of my cock had pressed so fucking gloriously against Shadow’s soft, hot flesh.

Oddly, for the first time ever, I felt regret. Regret for not digging Joel’s tonsils out with my blade, and guilt about how I had treated Shadow when she’d told me the promise she had given me three years ago was now an impossibility. Much to my disgust, I’d made her feel like a leper. I’d seen it in the way she’d looked at me, and heard it in her apologetic whimpers.

Phantom life was cruel and unforgiving, but there were some acts that were considered sick and off limits. One was having sex with a child, and the second was rape. Joel had broken both those rules and he would pay. I would make sure of that, even if it cost me my life.

The West kitchen was full when I walked in and all heads turned to me. Devlin, sensing my mood, cocked his head. “You okay?”

Without answering his question, my gaze roamed the soldiers and sentinels eating breakfast. I growled in annoyance at the meagre servings of bread delivered by the main kitchen for West’s rationed portions.

Pulling my wallet out, I threw fifty quid at Devlin. “Go fetch pastries in.”

He frowned at me. “What?”

My temper was already simmering under the surface and his hesitation made it start to boil over. “Don’t question me, Dev, just do. Or can’t you manage to sneak food past the sentries?”

His eyes widened at my mockery and he held up his hands in surrender. “You know I can, and that isn’t what’s worrying me.
You
are worrying me, not me getting fucking caught.”

“Well let me ease that pressure for you – don’t. It’s about time things fucking changed around here.”

All eyes watched me cautiously but Devlin’s were full of apprehension. Grabbing my arm, he pulled me to one side and lowered his voice. “What the hell does that mean? Don’t tell me you’re planning on going up against your father. He won’t tolerate your insubordination, Isaac.”

“Well maybe it’s about time he saw just what his cruel fucking rule twists people in to.” Cutting him off before he could answer, I turned back to the others. “Where’s Shadow?”

“Showers,” Bullet divulged as Rogue scowled at me.

“Why?” he asked.

The other soldiers stiffened, and even Mouse’s eyes widened on his sharp demand. I couldn’t help but grin at his jealousy. Stepping up to him, I smirked in his face. “Because I’m going to fuck her until she can’t remember her own name, and she screams mine. What that has to do with you, I have no idea. You’re welcome to watch if that’s your thing but I’m not sure Shadow would appreciate it.”

The fury spitting from him was almost comical. He was head over heels in love with her and if he hadn’t just riled me up then I could have felt sorry for him, but the prick needed to learn his place. I snatched his jaw in a rough grasp and snapped his head back until he had no choice but to look at me. “Shadow is off limits. Understand?”

His teeth clenched as he tried to rein in his rage and his chest heaved as his furious gulps for air made him tremble under my hand.

“Do – you - understand?”

“Yes, Commander,” he hissed.

Dropping him as quickly as I’d seized him, I walked out before I lost control and smashed his face against the table, and forced the cheap veneer down his fucking throat. I was losing my shit all over the place and I knew if I didn’t sort myself out quickly I’d be entertaining Frederik’s famous long blade. My body vibrated with need, and by the time I’d stormed through the west wing’s corridors to the shower block, I was humming with a primal craving for release.

The lust riding me suddenly became uncontrollable when I walked into the showers. Her back was to me, her face pointed upwards into the spray of the water. The pale expanse of her tight arse was pure heaven to my sore eyes, the curve of it absolute perfection. The groove of her spine called out to me, my tongue wetting my lips hungrily as I imagined sliding it slowly up the length of scar tissue until my mouth found the nape of her neck.

As I yanked off my clothes, she sensed me and turned. Her eyes didn’t widen in surprise, nor did her face show any shock at my presence. Instead, her scorching eyes locked onto mine before I dropped my gaze and my eyes slid down the whole of her beauty.

Her tits heaved as she gulped in air, her deep pink nipples fat and hard as water spilled down her chest in rivulets then across the flat of her stomach, and finally down into the bare apex of her thighs.

She stood still as I closed the gap between us but when I reached her, my legs still moving, she backed up until her back hit the wall and she looked up at me.

“Do you know how happy my cock is with you right now?”

She blinked at me and bit her lip to stop her grin. “Not as fucking delighted as my pussy is with you.”

She gasped when I pinched her throat in a fierce grip, her pupils dilating when an animalistic need stared back at me. Her pulse raced in the palm of my hand and her chest heaved so much that her rigid nipples brushed against the covering of hair on my chest.

As soon as I slammed my mouth over hers, her legs wrapped around my waist and her arms slid around my neck. She moaned into my mouth, begging me when I roughly cupped her firm tits and pressed her back into the tiles to support us both.

Her cunt was wet and her slick arousal lubricated the shaft of my cock as I thrust my hips and slid it along the groove of her swollen lips. My balls drew back so hard I thought they’d be lost forever when she rocked against me, using me to pleasure herself, her soft whimpers driving me crazy.

“Look at me, Shadow.”

She snapped her eyes open and gazed up at me. For a moment I was lost in the pure blue depths reflecting so much emotion that I was scared to breathe in case it evaporated before I could get my fill of it. There was so much more than desire looking back at me, and a tortured growl rumbled deep inside me when a raw possessiveness slammed deep inside my soul. I knew right then that I would protect her with my life, that I would trade my very last breath to grant her another. She wasn’t just a fuck, a conquest. She was a gift.

“Next time I’ll be slow, but right now I can’t give you that.”

“So there will be a next time?”

Slowly nodding, I pressed against her and gradually sank deep inside her glorious hot cunt until my balls squashed against her and my pelvis rubbed over her swollen little nub of nerves.
Holy shit!
She drew in a long breath and her mouth fell open as I rested my face into the crook of her neck for support. “Oh yeah, there’ll be a next time,” I breathed through clenched teeth. “And a next time, and a next time.”

Her pussy dragged me deeper. She was so tight and hot that I worried I wouldn’t get her to orgasm before I exploded deep inside her.

My legs were trembling so I lowered us to the floor, the water cascading over us as Shadow took precedence and started to move on me. Her mouth found mine as she whimpered into me, her tongue swirling and twisting with my own as she fucked me harder and faster. Her tits rubbed up and down my chest, her nipples taking the pleasure as her frenzied need for release drove her harder on me.

Taking her plump nipple between my teeth and biting down, she cried out in pleasure as an orgasm ravaged her and her body shook over me. Her tight walls milked me dry, forcing the cum from my balls in a painful ecstasy so white hot that I couldn’t hold back the roar of pleasure as I burst into her, my hips pumping and driving my cock deep inside her.

We panted hard, the water washing away the sweat that covered us both. She buried her face into my neck and softly kissed me. “I’m glad you’re back,” she whispered.

Lifting her face to mine with a finger under her chin, I kissed the tip of her nose. “Me too. Things are going to change, Shadow. I promise I won’t let him hurt you anymore.”

She tensed and lowered her eyes, however she nodded then settled back against me. I had a feeling she didn’t believe me but I would show her. She needed someone to trust after all she had lost, and I swore that would be me.

“I’ll protect you with my soul, my love.” I just hoped it wasn’t too late to save her own.

GRABBING A TOWEL
, I rubbed my face with it, wiping away the sheen of sweat plastered to my red face. My morning routine had taken a serious nosedive. Isaac’s animalistic sexual appetite through the night had left me with little energy for the four mile run I tortured my body with every morning without fail.

I couldn’t help but smile as I dipped under the cold spray. My body hummed with satisfaction. Isaac was so giving in bed that the numerous orgasms he’d given me had left my body stimulated to a point of sensitivity, the pounding shower making the many bruises on my body throb deliciously.

I stilled when I saw Becca slide under the adjacent shower to me. I could feel her stare on me, her eyes raking down my body and leaving a burning trail in their path.

“Morning, Shadow.”

I tensed at her pleasant tone. I’d been expecting her hatred but surprisingly, I didn’t get it. “Hey, Becca. You okay?”

She smiled and nodded before lifting her face to the icy cascade. I couldn’t help but allow my eyes to take in her perfect figure. She was supple and toned, her own skin free of scars and blemishes, the result making her enviously perfect. Her breasts were high and firm, her stomach flat and muscular.

When I lifted my eyes back to her face, I found her watching my observation with a knowing gaze. Then, as I had, her own eyes dropped and she slowly dragged them down my nakedness. Shamefully, the heat in her study made my nipples harden and my pussy slick outrageously. My belly warmed and my lips parted to accommodate my heated breaths.

What the fuck?

Once her gaze had found mine again, she narrowed her eyes on me, not in an angry stare but a curious one and stepped from under her own shower and into my own. Shocked, I froze, her closeness making me weirdly nervous. She was so close that I could feel her breath on my cheek. However, when she leaned into me and dragged the tip of her tongue over my collarbone, her eyes locked onto my face, I couldn’t help but shiver under the tenderness of her touch.