Lost In You (The Soldiers of Wrath MC) (15 page)

“I love you, Hannah.”

“I love you too.”

Sliding inside her, Nerd felt like he’d finally come home.

She was his woman, and he intended to show her how much for the rest of their lives. Inch by slow inch, he sank deep within her, watching her eyes for any sign of change. Not once did she falter. She cupped his face and lifted up to kiss him.

“I told you I had to be the woman you deserved.” She moved her hands from his face, going down to cup his ass. Hannah made him sink inside her the last few inches, which for Nerd made everything even more perfect. She belonged to him, and now he belonged to her. Nothing was going to tear them apart.

H
e was so big, and Hannah loved the feel of him inside her. She never wanted this to end. His cock pulsed, and she kissed his lips. Nerd sank his fingers into her hair, slamming his lips against hers.

She scored her fingers from his ass up his back, holding him close.

The pleasure she got from his touch was so much better than she ever imagined. Nerd surrounded her, consuming her with every part of him until she didn’t know what was left of either of them.

Patty had been concerned that her feelings for Nerd were too much, but she’d been wrong. It was her feeling for Nerd that drove her toward getting better. She wanted to be the better person for him, and for herself.

He stroked her cheek, and she saw the love in his eyes. She’d never be able to doubt her man.

“You’re really here.”

“I’m really here.”

“You feel amazing.”

Kissing his lips, she closed her eyes, moaning as slowly Nerd started to pull out of her pussy, only to stop when the tip of his dick was inside her. He held himself out of her until she was wriggling trying to get him to come back inside her.

“I’m the one in charge.” He kissed down her neck and took one of her nipples into his mouth, sucking on the hardened tip.

She didn’t know how he was able to hold off seeing as all he was doing was driving her crazy.

He slammed inside her, making her cry out as she took every single inch of his cock. Nerd grabbed her hands, holding her close as he fucked her, taking her pussy on a ride she’d only ever imagined before. He fucked her hard and slowed down to tease her and, she imagined, to make her beg for more, which she did.

Nerd fucked her so hard that he slammed the headboard against the wall.

Hannah loved every second of it. Staring down at where they were joined, she saw her cream soaking his dick. The sight turned her on more.

“Touch yourself. Let me watch you come.”

She released his hand, reaching down and staring into his eyes, she lost herself to the pleasure. Stroking her clit, she bit her lip, shocked that with a few strokes she came again.

Nerd took her lips, plunging inside her, and heard him curse a second later as his body grew tense and his cock pulsed inside her.

“Fuck, baby.”

They were both panting, and Hannah couldn’t feel her legs from the rough fucking he’d just given her. He kissed her lips, her neck, holding her close as he did so.

“That was a little fast,” he said. “Sorry, baby. Give me five, and I’ll show you more.” He moved off her a little but remained inside her.

He thought that was fast? She’d never known that kind of pleasure.

After everything that had happened, she never for a second thought that she would be able to be that close to another person.

“That was perfect,” she said.

Nerd was staring at her, and she smiled at him. His thumb caressed her bottom lip, and he slid it inside. She sucked on his thumb, smiling as he groaned. His cock swelled a little inside her.

“You thought that was perfect?”

“Yeah, I did.”

“It was rushed.”

This time she ran her thumb across his bottom lip and pressed inside his mouth. “You’ve never felt the pleasure of your mouth. That was pretty something, and it felt so good,” she said.

“No, I’ve never used my mouth on my own body.”

Hannah laughed. “It would be interesting to see if you could use your own mouth.”

Nerd laughed along with her, and she felt happier than she had in weeks.

“Marry me,” he said, startling her.

“What?”

“Wow, I shocked you there. Marry me.”

“You’re proposing?”

“I was going to propose in the garden. I had a whole thing planned with homegrown flowers, food, and music. I don’t care for any of that. I love you. I want to spend the rest of my life with you. Marry me.”

There was no doubt. “Yes. I’ll marry you.”

He surprised her even more as he pulled out of her, going to his jeans. Sitting up, she became aware of his cum spilling out of her, and she closed her legs.

Nerd came back to the bed, showing her the simple diamond ring. “I saw it a few months ago and knew it would be perfect for you. There’s no one else I want in my life.” He slid the ring onto her finger, and she was shocked to see it was indeed a perfect fit.

Kissing his lips, she rested her head against his.

There was nothing else in the world she wanted.

S
everal months later

It was crazy to think that in only a few months she’d found a center in her life she hadn’t known she could have, had the love of a man and moved in with Nerd.

Looking at herself in the mirror, she smoothed her hands over the simple white lace dress.

I’m getting married today.

It was insane, that was for sure.

Hannah knew Nerd would have done whatever she wanted where the wedding was concerned, but she didn’t need nor want anything lavish. All she needed was a few people as their witnesses, the officiate to oversee the ceremony, and each other. The party afterward would of course be wild and crazy, just the way she liked it anymore.

She loved the club, the family bond they had, and wouldn’t want her life any different. It was weird to think that after all she’d been through, and thinking she’d never be able to be happy again, she had found that perfect medium in her life.

Taking a deep breath, because she knew she could very well pass out from being so lightheaded and nervous.

There was a knock on the door and she turned just as it opened. Deanna came in, a smile on her face. “Someone wanted to wish you good luck and to congratulate you.” Deanna pushed the door open and Patty walked in. Hannah couldn’t help the warmth she felt at seeing the woman that had healed her so much.

She didn’t hesitate to move toward the other woman and hug her. “Thank you for coming.” Hannah pulled back. “Will you be at the party after this is all said and done?”

Patty smiled wider and nodded. “A chance to party with a real life MC? I wouldn’t miss it.”

The three of them laughed, and then the room got quiet.

“Are you nervous?” Deanna asked.

Hannah could only nod. “But not about marrying Nerd. That feels right, good, and perfect. I’m just nervous in general.”

Patty rubbed her arm. “Totally normal.”

“You’ll do fine,” Deanna said and held the door open. “But it’s time to go or we’ll be late.”

Hannah’s heart started beating a little harder.

“I’ll see you afterward,” Patty said, and Hannah nodded again, her heart feeling as if it was in her throat.

I can do this.

I can do this.

I can do this.

At least that’s what she kept telling herself, but truth was she was pretty damned nervous.

M
rs. Nathan Derek Slayer.

She kept saying that over and over in her head, unable to fully process the fact she was indeed married to Nerd.

“Come here, baby.”

She smiled at the sound of Nerd’s—her husband’s voice. Yes, they might have done things fast in this whole moving in and getting married situation, and some might see it that way, but to them it had been the right time. To them that was all that mattered.

Nerd pulled her into a hug and kissed the top of her head.

“You ready to party like it’s 1999?”

She couldn’t help it, she started laughing until tears formed in the corner of her eyes.

He wore his leather MC vest but had spruced things up by wearing a clean white T-shirt under it and even a new clean pair of jeans. But she loved that he didn’t feel the need to change, and she loved him exactly the way he was ... just as he loved her, faults and all. They weren’t perfect, but being happy didn’t mean someone had to be perfect. It just meant they had to know what they wanted.

And they did.

What they wanted, what they needed, was just the love of each other. 

N
erd stared out at the clubhouse garden watching his woman as she pulled out weeds that had been growing between the flowers. He didn’t like it when she was on her knees, unless it was pleasuring him. Taking a final sip of his coffee, he made his way outside. It was late evening, and the sun was starting to set.

They had been married for a year, and in that time, Hannah had gone from strength to strength.

From the moment he first saw her, he’d known there was a fire inside of her. With Patty, with the club, and with himself, they had been able to pull her out of the darkness into the light.

“What have I told you about doing that?” he asked, coming toward her.

Hannah turned, putting the trowel she was using down and pressing a hand to her slightly swollen stomach. “Your daughter likes me doing this.”

Seeing her swollen with his kid did something to Nerd. He wanted to pick her up and carry her back to his bedroom, take care of both of his girls.

“I’ve noticed you’ve been using our daughter to stop me from being annoyed.”

She giggled. “It works though.”

He helped her to her feet and tugged her close, claiming her lips. “I worry about you.”

“Lots of women have been having kids all over the world. I can’t just stay in, twiddling my thumbs, waiting for you to come home. I’m not like that. I’ll never be like that.”

Nerd released a sigh. “I know, baby.”

Pressing his hand to his woman’s stomach, he chuckled when he felt their daughter kick.

“Even she’s telling you that I’m right. It’s so beautiful.” With the sun starting the set, the garden seemed to come out in its own. The flowers were brighter, more beautiful. The sky filled with different shades of red and oranges. It was peaceful, tranquil, and it was theirs. The whole club enjoyed it, but to Nerd, this belonged to Hannah.