Read Diana in Search of Herself Online
Authors: Sally Bedell Smith
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“dressed to thrill”: DM, 11/29/94
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“tearful retreat”: To, 12/3/94
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a “real working appointment”: DM, 5/5/94
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“She is more interested”:
Telegraph
magazine, 10/29/94
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“rocketed overnight”: ES, 2/7/95
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Known to his friends:
Money
, 10/97
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“Your presence here today”:
South China Morning Post
, 4/23/95
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Scarcely six weeks: SuTel, 6/11/95
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“in abeyance”: DT, 12/21/95
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“uneasy … destroying”: DM, 1/11/95
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“hoping for a third”: Ibid.
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“stronger than ever”: ST, 11/23/94
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“grim mood swings”: B-SS, p. 141
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“spending nearly every free”: Ibid., p. 34
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“She was hurting because”:
20/20
interview with Peggy Claude-Pierre, ABC-TV, 9/18/97
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Diana found Carling easy: B-SS, p. 102
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when he began calling: Sun, 8/7/95
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one of the tabloids: NOTW, 4/16/95
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“She thought she had a fine”: Interview with David Puttnam
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“there was no day when”: ST, 11/1/98
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“to acknowledge that she was”: Interview with Nelson Shanks
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which one columnist compared: DT, 10/2/95
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“Diana was raw”: ST, 11/1/98
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“all her portraits”:
Hello!
, 11/22/97
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“She was slightly juvenile”: Interview with David Puttnam
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“I said if that happened”: TNY, 9/15/97
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“He would ask me about”: Interview with Barbara Walters
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Jephson had worked: DT, 1/23/96
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“He tried to filter out”: Interview with Michael Adler
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“She encouraged Diana”: DM, 11/16/95
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Bashir was a little-known: DM, 4/7/96
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an investigation into suspicions: DM, 5/7/97
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in one of those meetings: DM, 4/7/96; 5/7/97
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But Bashir had struck: DEx, 11/16/95; ST, 11/19/95
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“secret trysts”: NOTW, 8/6/95
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“I have done nothing”: Sun, 8/14/95
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“however much someone is trying”: Ibid.
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“It was flattering”: NOTW, 9/24/95
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On September 24: Ibid.
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“Recent pressure and tensions”: Sun, 9/30/95
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“Is Will Carling merely”: To, 8/7/95
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“homewrecker”: Sun, 9/30/95
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“Is no marriage and no man”: DEx, 9/30/95
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“She said she found President”: MOS, 9/27/98
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“like a hot brick”: To, 9/30/95
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ironically enough, only days: ST, 11/19/95
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“knew exactly what she was”:
Harper’s Bazaar
, 11/97
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Indeed, the shoot was: Memo from Wendell Maruyama, studio manager for Demarchelier, 3/15/99
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“I supported her choice”: DM, 4/2/98
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Diana opened the door: DM, 11/16/95
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“Diana was a very unusual”: SuEx, 11/19/95
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“
Panorama
was very well”: Interview with Barbara Walters
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“There’s no better way”: DT, 11/22/95
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“It’s a different kind”: SuEx, 11/19/95
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“counter hostile media”: DM, 11/16/95
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audience of 15 million: Gua, 11/21/95
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“personal help”: Pano, p. 17
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“a queen of people’s hearts”: Ibid., p. 33
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“give affection … distress”: Ibid., p. 30
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“She won’t go quietly”: Ibid., p. 23
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“My wish is that my husband”: Ibid.
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“was born of some basic”: SuTel, 9/7/97
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“I said, ‘You said you adored’ ”: Interview with Elsa Bowker
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“the advanced stages of paranoia”: Gua, 11/21/95
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“in a personal capacity”: DM, 11/22/95
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“Everywhere was the stench”: DM, 11/21/95
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“must now expect the wrath”: Ibid.
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“manipulative she may be”: Ibid.
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“some part of her performance”: DT, 11/21/95
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The public reacted quite: DT, 11/27/95
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“no regrets”: DM, 11/22/95
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The next morning, she went: Ibid.
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“very confusing”: Pano, p. 36
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“desperately unhappy”: NOTW, 12/3/95
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“If she had regretted”: Interview with Roberto Devorik
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“She wanted to meet”: Ibid.
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THE ADULTERESS DI ARRIVES ON A MISSION OF CHARITY:
Gua, 11/24/94
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LADIES LOOK AFTER YOUR HUSBANDS:
SuTel, 11/26/95
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“Argentina has gradually”: DEx, 11/25/95
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Buckingham Palace advisers met: DM, 11/22/95
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“dignified”: SuTel, 12/31/95
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Malcolm Rifkind specifically ruled out: Ti, 12/6/95
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“I try to be there”: NOTW, 12/3/95
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“She again demonstrated”: ES, 12/4/95
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“young people who have suffered”: ES, 12/7/95
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“Her timing was wrong”: Interview with Jane Atkinson
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“He knew her so well”: B-SS, p. 58
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“It is almost unprecedented”: ES, 12/7/95
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By that time, the Queen had already: DT, 12/22/95
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According to Simone: B-SS, p. 65
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“early divorce … in the best”: DT, 12/21/95
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Charles took Major’s suggestion: DT, 12/22/95
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“luminous personality”: Ti, 12/13/95
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“sharpness of mind”: Sun, 12/13/95
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“in adoration of its new”: DM, 12/13/95
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PRINCESS AND HER BIG PAIR WOW ’EM IN BIG APPLE:
Sun, 12/13/95
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“So sorry to hear”: DM, 1/24/96
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the daughter of a merchant banker: DM, 7/20/95, 8/30/95
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“She is the closest thing”: Mi, 1/5/95
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“The word is that Tiggy”: DM, 7/20/95
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In fact, Tiggy was suffering:
Hello!
, 9/30/95
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“false allegations”: DM, 1/22/96
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“consider her options”: DT, 12/22/95
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instead she believed: DM, 11/22/95
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“She couldn’t sleep”: B-SS, p. 136
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“aggressive and defensive all at once”: Ibid., p. 85
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“Is she indeed perilously”: MOS, 1/14/96
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“very stable”: DM, 1/30/96
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“Diana’s life was in turmoil”: DM, 2/24/98
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“The
Panorama
interview left”: Interview with William Deedes
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“All bets were off”: Interview with Piers Morgan
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when she later appeared: B-RK, p. 164; DT, 4/24/96
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“my rock”: DM, 1/23/96
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His departure coincided: DT, 1/25/96
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“She was almost the same … a lot of these people”: Interview with Jane Atkinson
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“She was keen to keep”: Interview with Piers Morgan
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“she considered the
Sun
”
:
Interview with Stuart Higgins
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“was keen to know what I thought”: Interview with Piers Morgan
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“manipulated through her looks … not a whinger”: Interview with Richard Addis
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“For me it was a difficult … she was inconsistent”: Interview with Sue Douglas
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“Did it turn you on, Mr. Wilson?”: DM, 9/1/97
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“ ‘Do you think I’m mad?’ ”: Interview with Taki Theodoracopulos
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“He wants to live in Italy”: Interview with Charles Moore
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a refrain she repeated: TNY, 9/15/97
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“She was careful”: Interview with Charles Moore
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“She gave us more information”: Ibid.
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“She couldn’t understand when”: Interview with Stuart Higgins
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“I would deal every day”: Interview with Piers Morgan
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“Diana held all the cards”: Interview with Peter McKay
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“If a story concerned what”: Interview with Stuart Higgins
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“sucker” for Diana’s “Bambi eyes”: Interview with Max Hastings
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“secret trip”: SuEx, 2/18/96
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“Doctor Dishy”: Mi, 4/22/97
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“a dark-skinned Tom Selleck”: DS, 5/24/97
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“dashing medic”: NOTW, 12/7/95
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“drop-dead gorgeous”: SuMi, 8/30/98
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“enjoyed many of the ‘wrong’ ”: B-SS, p. 111
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“His name is Hasnat Khan”: SuMi, 8/30/98
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She asked the surgeon: NOTW, 11/22/98
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“She was very well known”: Interview with Jane Atkinson
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Diana sometimes stayed: DT, 4/23/96
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“his wit, his intelligence”: B-SS, p. 112
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“relished the … sense”: Ibid.
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“the first man who was”: Interview with Cosima Somerset
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She took to studying: B-SS, p. 33; SuMi, 11/9/97
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She bought a custom-made: Sun, 2/22/96
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she burned scented joss sticks: SuMi, 11/9/97
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the “inspiration”: NOTW, 12/17/95
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“new hunk”: Sun, 12/15/97
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By the end of January: DM, 1/30/96
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Diana declined to give: Interview with Jane Atkinson
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they were disturbed by: DT, 2/19/96
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That concern deepened: Gua, 2/20/96; Ti, 2/23/96
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“Her mission to reach”: Mi, 2/23/96
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On February 15, several: SuTel, 7/7/96
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“The Princess never expressed”: Interview with Jane Atkinson
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Yet in conversations with friends: SuTel, 7/7/96
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“she wanted to have things”: Interview with Jane Atkinson
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“if [Diana] wanted to write”: Ibid.
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The Palace swiftly issued: DT, 2/29/96
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“it cultivate[d]”: Ibid.
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“protesting too much”: Interview with Jane Atkinson
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her accusation that the Queen: DM, 2/29/96
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“The decision to drop the title”: DM, 3/1/96
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“carefully selected insights”: Ti, 3/1/96
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“first step in building”: DM, 2/29/96
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“She felt she would meet people”: Interview with Jane Atkinson
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There was general agreement: Ti, 7/13/96
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“was put into her head”: Interview with Paul Johnson
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“that engagingly enthusiastic”: DM, 1/30/95
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a “chance to prove herself”: DM, 1/30/95
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“the dreaded C-word”: DEx, 6/6/96
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“I have never seen this many”: Interview with Anna Quindlen
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“It was a very funny”: Interview with Jane Atkinson
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the
Daily Express
singled out: DEx, 6/8/96
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emphasizing the trip’s “team effort”: Interview with Jane Atkinson
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He reassured Diana that Atkinson: Interview with Richard Addis
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even told friends that Atkinson had: Interview with Jane Atkinson
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“odd twist”: DM, 6/29/96
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The Queen had already decided: SuTel, 7/7/96
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Diana would receive a lump sum: Ti, 7/13/96; DT, 7/5/96
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“regarded as a member”: “Status and Role of the Princess of Wales,” statement from Buckingham Palace, 7/12/96
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she would have the use of all her: Gua, 7/13/96
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“He told her to hang tough”: Interview with John Tigrett
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When he said it made no difference: DM, 7/13/96
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HER ROYAL HUMILIATION:
Ibid.
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“It is the face of a woman”: Mi, 7/13/96
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PRINCESS TO GIVE UP HRH STYLE:
DT, 7/13/96
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GO-AHEAD FOR 15
M POUND SETTLEMENT:
Ti, 7/13/96
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“give her something lighthearted”: Interview with Jane Atkinson
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Diana felt the leprosy charity: Ibid.
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charities she had “ditched”: DM, 7/17/96
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“The move is entirely because”: Ibid.
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Atkinson told Diana: Interview with Jane Atkinson
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“It was all bad”: Ibid.
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“decided that Richard’s draft”: B-SS, p. 58
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“Martin Bashir is a humble”: Interview with Paul Burrell
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“dreadfully upset”: B-SS, p. 58
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she would fulfill three charity:
Hello!
, 7/27/96
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“In [her] last two years”: Interview with Michael Adler
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“I have decided to give”: Interview with Marguerite Littman
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“We’d love Di more if she”: Sun, 6/28/96