Read Diana in Search of Herself Online
Authors: Sally Bedell Smith
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“noted that Fayed was so dishonest”: DM, 7/14/97
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“Mohamed was having a bad”: Interview with Nigel Dempster
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“fellow guests”: DM, 7/14/97
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DI’S AMAZING CUDDLE:
Sun, 7/14/97
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“It is her mood almost of defiance”: DM, 7/14/97
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“She was happy to be”: Interview with Piers Morgan
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“relaxed and happy”: Mi, 7/15/97
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motorboat carrying reporters: DM, 7/16/97
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“candidly about the dark side”: Mi, 7/15/97
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“distressed … freaked out”: Ibid.
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claimed an exclusive interview: Ibid.
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“appeared upset … joked and giggled”: Ibid.
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“relaxed … comfortable”: DM, 7/16/97
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“getting increasingly distraught”: ES, 7/15/97
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making a “surprise”: Ibid.
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At one moment, she was crawling: DM; Sun, 7/16/97
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“[he had] never seen her act”: Sun, 7/16/97
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previous night’s arrival: B-TS, p. 105
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Dodi had bolted: Ibid.
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“glimpsed Diana’s current”: B-TB, p. 413
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“Dodi was many things”: Interview with Tina Sinatra
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called him a “boy” and a “kid”: Interviews with Jack Weiner, David Puttnam, Michael White
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“What endeared him”: Interview with Peter Riva
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“I didn’t think he was good-looking”: Interview with Nona Summers
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“someone you can depend on”: SuMi, 8/31/97
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acrimonious divorce: B-TB, pp. 14–15
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Dodi grew up in Alexandria: Ibid., pp. 17–18
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Shuttling between Egypt and: Interviews with Jack Martin, Jack Weiner; Ti, 9/14/97
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finished thirtieth: B-TS, p. 55
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he considered himself a Catholic: Interview with Suzanne Gregard
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Dodi left after one year: Interview with Philippe Gudin (Directeur Général of Le Rosey)
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even members of his family: Interview with Michael Cole; B-TB, p. 39;B-TS, p. 55
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Sandhurst for the six-month: Interview with Major Tim Coles
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he did enjoy learning: B-TB, p. 42
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he served briefly as an attaché: New York
Daily News
, 9/1/97
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A frequent patron of Tramp: Interview with Johnny Gold
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“He had the attitude that”: Interview with Michael White
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“He had no discernible”: Interview with Jack Martin
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The Broccolis, who lived: B-TS, pp. 57–58
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Seeking to capitalize: Ibid., pp. 58–59
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“Dodi’s role was not”: Interview with Clive Parsons
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Mohamed similarly called: Interview with David Puttnam
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He began taking cocaine: B-TB, p. 65
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“Don’t ever come back”: Ibid., p. 69
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“He was into cocaine”: Interview with Nona Summers
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Among his mishaps: B-TB, p. 136
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Dodi spent more time: Ibid., pp. 136–37; B-TS, pp. 52–53
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“When he was around his mother”: Interview with Jack Martin
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“warm but very strong”: Interview with Corinna Gordon
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In 1983, Mohamed had set him: Interview with Jack Weiner
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“He had a passion”: Ibid.
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“I have no idea where Dodi”: Interview with Michael White
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“Around the office we used to”: Interview with Jack Weiner
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A number of Dodi’s creditors: Mi, Sun, DEx, 8/9/97
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“He was after acceptance”: Interview with Peter Riva
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like his father, Dodi carried: B-TB, p. 199; B-TS, p. 73
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“I don’t think a word of truth”: Interview with Nona Summers
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“Dodi Time”: Interview with Jack Martin
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“He didn’t have the ability”: Interview with Michael White
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“He had an innocence that was”: Interview with Marie Helvin
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he courted her avidly: Interview with Suzanne Gregard
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“You know he gets down on the ground”: Mi, 8/12/97
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Gregard tried to make: Interview with Suzanne Gregard
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Dodi insisted on putting: Ibid.
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“We were never alone”: Ibid.
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In 1989, Mohamed had tried: B-TB, p. 254
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Although he logged: Interviews with Jack Weiner, Jerry Weintraub, Jim Hart
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He had been dating Kelly Fisher: B-TS, p. 66
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On June 20: Interview with Bruce Nelson
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“Dodi couldn’t bear to leave”: NOTW, 12/7/97
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Mohamed’s wife Heini: B-TS, p. 107
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“We thought he was a sailor”: Ibid., p. 106
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“I knew his father was”: Ibid.
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Fisher took the
Cujo:
Ibid.
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“We ran postcards”: Interview with Piers Morgan
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“stealing the spotlight”: Mi, 7/18/97
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“Diana’s attitude to all”: MOS, 7/20/97
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Diana and the boys left: B-TS, p. 107
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numerous extravagant: SuMi, 11/2/97, 11/16/97; Mi, 7/21/97
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“the best holiday [she’d] ever”: Sun, 1/12/98
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Dodi was still sailing: B-TS, p. 106
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As he sobbed quietly, she comforted: DM, Mi, 7/23/97
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Three days later, Diana was: B-TS, p. 108; B-TB, pp. 418–19
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stealing away with Dodi: B-TB, p. 419
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For background music: NOTW, 12/7/97
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“How can two people”: B-TB, p. 419
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“It was as close to paradise”: NOTW, 12/7/97
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“There was always [Mohamed] Fayed”: Interview with Antonia Grant
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after receiving a tip: B-TB, p. 420; B-TS, pp. 109–10
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DI’S SECRET HOL WITH HARRODS HUNK DODI:
Sun, 8/7/97
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“We relaxed. We had a great time”: Mi, 8/7/97
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“I give them my blessing”: ES, 8/8/97
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“the first man who can openly be”: DM, 8/8/97
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“She was on the rebound”: Interview with Elsa Bowker
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“Mr. Perfect … caring, rich”: Mi, 8/7/97
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“Dodi is not his father”: DM, 8/8/97
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“It’s so extraordinary that [Diana and I] don’t”: B-TS, p. 67
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“They were each in love”: Interview with Nona Summers
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“This was something she had never”: DM, 6/14/98
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“his wonderful voice”: SuTel, 9/7/97
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“I love his exotic accent”: SuMi, 11/2/97
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“[Mohamed’s wife] Heini is an elegant lady”: Interview with Andrew Neil
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At the end of July, Diana had to scrap: DEx, 8/5/97
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with William Deedes’s help: Interview with William Deedes
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“has captured public attention”: Mi, 8/6/97
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She created vivid images: DT, 8/10/97, 8/11/97
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“She was impressive”: Interview with William Deedes
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“the most sensational pictures”: SuMi, 8/10/97
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“air of farce”:
The Observer
, 8/10/97
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“film producer Dodi has even”: SuMi, 8/10/97
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“finding herself again”: Interview with William Deedes
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Detailed reports had already: Mi, Sun, DM, 8/9/97
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“unique glimpse”: MOS, 8/10/97
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“Air Dodi”: Mi, 8/14/97
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“I would lie there in the dark”: NOTW, 8/10/97
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Not only had Fisher: DM, Mi, Sun, 8/15/97
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“astonishing array”: NOTW, 8/17/97
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“gentle soul”: DM, 8/8/97
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“ideal husband”: Sun, 8/8/97
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“generous caring spirit”: SuMi, 8/10/97
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“Dodi Rotten Cheat”: Mi, 8/15/97
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“Oily Bedhopper”: Sun, 8/16/97
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“Dodgy Dodi”: Mi, 8/18/97
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“How about a quick dip?”: Sun, 8/12/97
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engagement was imminent: SuMi, 8/10/97
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“It took her a long time”: DM, 8/14/97
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some private moments: B-TS, p. 114
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would “meet a man”: Rogers, p. 249
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“I’m in the Mediterranean”: Ibid.
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“seemed to be taking in”: Ibid., pp. 251, 253
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Two days later, Dodi went: B-TS, pp. 117–18
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visited a sick friend: Interview with Nicky Blair
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“He was happy the romance”: Interview with Mark Canton
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“I am so happy we are compatible”: Sun, 1/12/98
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“Look at this, Rosa”: SuTel, 9/7/97
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they carried back a heap: NOTW, 12/7/97
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“from a distinguished”: Interview with Michael Cole
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“always wonder”: Interview with Tina Sinatra
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the paparazzi followed: B-TB, p. 422; B-TS, p. 122
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“The body language on the boat”: Interview with Cosima Somerset
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“I’m welcomed with kindness”: DT, 8/27/97
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“her most ferocious political row”: DEx, 8/28/97
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“the Princess has made no”: Ibid.
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Diana’s office produced: DM, 8/28/97
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“I wrote exactly what she said”: Ibid.
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“bitterly let down”: Ibid.
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“The … reaction in the British”: SuTel, 2/15/98
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“betrayal, and being misunderstood”: Ibid.
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relayed to Fayed: B-TB, pp. 242, 246
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stayed less than a half hour: Sun, 3/17/99
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A Fayed employee took: B-TS, p. 130; B-TB, p. 425
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“From Diana with love”: Interview with Michael Cole; B-TS, p. 121
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“They were her most precious”: Interview with Elsa Bowker
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Alberto Repossi said: DT, 4/17/98; B-TS, p. 121
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“vulgar”: Interview with Richard Kay
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As usual, they rode: B-TS, pp. 128, 132, 134
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they were again thronged: Ibid., p. 134
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Dodi became agitated: Ibid.; B-TB, p. 426
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Shortly before midnight: B-TB, p. 138
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“Don’t bother following”: B-TS, pp. 5–7
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the Mercedes slammed: Ibid., pp. 8–9
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the acting security chief: Ibid., pp. 6, 128
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An autopsy revealed: Ibid., pp. 8, 136–38; B-TB, pp. 427–28
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Dodi had insisted on Paul; B-TB, pp. 427–28; B-TS, p. 8
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because their belongings were there: B-TS, pp. 126, 133
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“seemed to get more and more”: Ibid., p. 138
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“When you were with him, you felt”: Interview with Nona Summers
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Mohamed Fayed insisted: B-TS, pp. 122–23
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photographs published in
The Sun:
Sun, 3/17/99
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“it has a history”: DM, 2/11/98
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“likely”: DM, 9/1/97
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“rapidly changed”: Interview with Richard Kay
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“She called William about”: Interview with Elsa Bowker
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“Don’t worry. I need another”: SuTel, 2/15/98
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“biologically impossible”: Ibid.
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“was obsessive about not”: DM, 2/11/98
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“Diana’s life should not be”: SuTel, 2/15/98
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“No one can tell me”: DT, 8/27/97
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“She clearly should have”: Interview with Michael Adler
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“an enormous capacity for”: SuTel, 9/7/97
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“She could open up at”: Interview with Cosima Somerset
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“real” Diana … “withdrawn”: Interview with Jane Atkinson
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“loony … basket case”: DM 11/22/95
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“barking mad”: ITV-Doc
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“Diana should not get help”: ST, 11/19/95
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“could happen to anyone”: SuExp, 7/5/92
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“In a sense, she was finished”: Interview with Michael Colborne
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“was as unsure of herself”: DM, 9/1/97
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“some psychotherapist or someone”: Mi, 5/8/97
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“backlash against therapy”: ES, 5/8/97
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neurotics may experience: B-JK, p. 9
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narcissists tend to be: Ibid., p. 24
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Borderline personalities feel inferior: Ibid.
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many work as counselors: Ibid., p. 12
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“superficially intact”:
Handbook of Treatment for Eating Disorders
, p. 438
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Among other notable figures: B-JK, pp. 36, 38, 40
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the “border” of long-recognized: Ibid., p. 5
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Two leading American: Ibid., p. 27
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“growing feeling”: DM, 8/20/95
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Even the timing: DSM-IV Criteria for Borderline Personality Disorder; ICD-10 Classification of Mental and Behavioral Disorders, WHO, Geneva, 1992: F60.3 Emotionally Unstable (Borderline) Personality Disorder; B-JK, p. 63